innocent....yet guilty

I am innocent to everyone
But I do tell lies
I do hurt people
And disturb them
But still I am innocent
And maybe I will stay that way

I am guilty to myself
Cause I never feel sorry
I never tell anyone my secrets
But still I have many
Yet no one says I am guilty
Guilty that I give in too easily

toothpicks....

the beast within....

i feel it clawing my chest
trying to break through
breaking my ribs
and crushing my lungs

i feel it's anger
trying to take control
making me scream
at the top of my voice

and when it is tired
its sits in a corner
laughing at my madness
and gaining it's strength

it tries to escape
but i won't give up
it breaks my heart
but i still have hope

i ask him who he is
ask him what the hell he is
he smiles and says
the beast within...