Brainwashed

Fabricated with lies they told us a story
Excused without reason, justified without explanation
Brainwashed we stood - never thought it was a lie
And we listened eagerly - never read between the lines

Then they triumph over their victory
Fireworks, joy, excitement and celebration
But we only saw through our eyes
Never Asked, never questioned, never thought with our minds

Beautiful

Beautiful is what I see
But not through my eyes
Something seen only by me
Pure and safe from lies

Beautiful is what I feel
Deep within my mind
Shoved in and in a seal
Deep within hard to find



Beautiful was everything
Until I was awaken
Beautiful I still think
Until it was broken

i have no reason whatsoever for not uploading my blog...and that is the reason this blog is mine

hey....its raining

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i had my chances

maybe i will have more

A new beginning

Find me a place
And a whole new face
I wanna start over
A new story

Or should I?
Stand here mesmerized by
Where my life takes me
Should I?

Oh those days
Where we played
Running around having fun
Oh! those lovely days

How could I?
Stand here astonished by
Where this is going
How could I?

Find me a name
And give me no fame
I wanna start over
A silent story

Night

It's the middle of the night

The roof is hiding my view

But yet I know

The moon is shining so bright

Old yet so new

A luminous show

The stars giving out light

Little and few

A glowing flow

Happiness is...

deceit

Conceal and deceive
Hide and trick
Full of lies
A lot of false
Cheat and lie
Betray and con
Full of secrets
A lot of confusion

LIFE

Trust Nothing
Doubt Everything

small..

feelin a lil small these days

Nobody is Perfect

its a long way......to home

imagine

wherever you go i am with you
you take me away you are all alone

i am there when you are lonely
i am there when you are not
i am there when you are happy
even when you are in sorrow


i am the answer to all your questions
you take me away you are clueless


i am in your imagination
i am in reality with you
i am in your sweet dreams
even there to save you in nightmares


i am the solution for all your problems
you take me away you are in trouble


i am with you forever
i am with you for eternity
i am with you i vow
even if it means nothing to you


i am with you wherever you go
without me you will be all alone

butterflies

They are still here.I don't know why. But. They are here. Hiding within me. No one else see them. No one else understand. Nor do I. Feel like I don't care. But maybe I do. I do care. They are driving me crazy. When are they Going to leave me alone. When am I going to get some privacy. I feel alone. I feel isolated. Like everyone have left me. With all these little insects. I sometimes find myself spaced out. Thinking. About a lot of things. Waiting. Wanting. For something. Anything. Nothing matters anymore. Nothing at all. How long is this going to last. I really don't know.

My self, My heart, my soul
Breaks to pieces within seconds

butterflies

They are here. I don't see them. But I know. They are here. I feel them. Sense them. They are everywhere. Happier than ever. Flying around me. Fluttering their pathetic little wings. I hate them. They make me insecure. They are driving me crazy.
I don't know what's wrong with me. Nothing seems to matter anymore. I feel stupid. I feel tired. Like I am going to fall on my knees. Sometimes i realize that i am breathing too fast. I find myself waiting for something to happen. Wanting for something to happen. Anything. Nothing seems to matter anymore.

A look. A smile. A nod.
Or even the slightest move.

Life

"Life shouldn't be about getting noticed"

Kyle, Kyle XY