butterflies

They are still here.I don't know why. But. They are here. Hiding within me. No one else see them. No one else understand. Nor do I. Feel like I don't care. But maybe I do. I do care. They are driving me crazy. When are they Going to leave me alone. When am I going to get some privacy. I feel alone. I feel isolated. Like everyone have left me. With all these little insects. I sometimes find myself spaced out. Thinking. About a lot of things. Waiting. Wanting. For something. Anything. Nothing matters anymore. Nothing at all. How long is this going to last. I really don't know.

My self, My heart, my soul
Breaks to pieces within seconds