Tiny Drops Of Water

Tiny drops of water
Hitting my face
Washing all the guilt
And refreshing my mind
I shout at the top of my voice
Letting all the anger go away
I stand here alone
Yet I don't feel lonely
I get soaked through
And yet I don't feel wet
The wind blows on my face
And the rain keeps me company
The trees dance with the wind
While I try to keep up with them

time flies

one more year gone by...

you'll be in my heart

Come stop your crying, it will be all right
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here don't you cry

For one so small,you seem so strong
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm
This bond between us cant be broken
I will be here don't you cry

And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart
Always

Why cant they understand the way we feel
They just don't trust what they cant explain
I know we're different but deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them, cause what do they know
We need each other, to have and to hold
They'll see in time, I know

When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you gotta hold on
They'll see in time, I know

We'll show them together cuz...

You'll be in my heart
I believe, you'll be in my heart
Ill be there from this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
You'll be here in my heart always
No matter what they say

BAD reflection

I don’t remember
How I came to be here
I don’t know why I lost my memory
Maybe it's a long story

I looked around the room
And the flower which was about to bloom
Even the light which came from nowhere
Whatever the source was, I didn't care

I tried to keep an open mind
Thinking about what I would find
Then I noticed the mirrors
Which was kept neatly in rows

I tried to get up to my feet
Wanting to ignore the heat
The mirrors reflected the whole place
Then I saw my own face

My own reflection smiled at me
And showed me a small key
I knew it was to open the door
And my reflection dropped it to the floor

I heard my heart's beat
When I looked down at my own feet
But it wasn't there
I looked up in fear

He smiled at me again
I screamed, cause I was in too much pain
But when he laughed, there was guilt in the voice
Like he had no other choice

Then he leaves
With the sound of the leaves
And then everything was gone
Leaving me here all alone

I can't do this
Whatever it is
I can't pretend anymore
Lies, whatever I saw
I can't see myself anywhere
Not even in anyone's care
I can't hear myself anymore
Not that the voice is too low
I can't feel anything
Or even let myself think
I couldn't find anyway
Think whatever you may
But my life made me weep
When all I wanted was a leap
Something that will keep
Me away from this heap
Don't let it make me cry anymore
Is all that I hope for
I had many dreams
Whatever it means
It left me here
With all this fear
I have been alone
After all had gone
All those years
With all those tears
I remember all
Everyday sitting next to the wall
All this time
I had a life which was mine
But it was too eventful
Which made it more stressful
I try to think that it will be alright
Standing in the tunnel, trying to see the light
I try to fight
With all my might
I try to find a way out
Even by shouting out loud
I even tried to ignore it all
But I know, my life will never be whole
I drew a few lines
And crossed them a hundred times
I knew I had limitations
But never let it stop my imaginations
Hoping that it would stop all the pain
But every time I come back to reality again

innocent....yet guilty

I am innocent to everyone
But I do tell lies
I do hurt people
And disturb them
But still I am innocent
And maybe I will stay that way

I am guilty to myself
Cause I never feel sorry
I never tell anyone my secrets
But still I have many
Yet no one says I am guilty
Guilty that I give in too easily

toothpicks....

the beast within....

i feel it clawing my chest
trying to break through
breaking my ribs
and crushing my lungs

i feel it's anger
trying to take control
making me scream
at the top of my voice

and when it is tired
its sits in a corner
laughing at my madness
and gaining it's strength

it tries to escape
but i won't give up
it breaks my heart
but i still have hope

i ask him who he is
ask him what the hell he is
he smiles and says
the beast within...

.......

incomplete

i always had a fear
i feared my own soul
cause i have never been free
cause i have never seen the world

my past is mystery
it always have been a mystery
and it will remain a mystery

my heart is just a memory
it is, but not solid
just a shadow

a boy's destiny

i crawl around this cage
trying to find my soul
feeling for my heart
but all i can feel is pain

i look out of the window
and call for help
but no one can hear me
except the thin air

i try to stand up
i try to be strong
but every time i try
i fall down

i look into the mirror
and i see a boy
who never had freedom
or felt happiness

i don't know who i am
or what i may be
but i know
there is no hope for me

i have dreams
dreams of escaping
but my destiny
make me weep and cry

dats a poem i wrote in biology class last year.......i found it wen i was goin through my books....i think i miss school..hehhe